2nd chance? Someone you want to give a second chance to- Day 22

Someone you want to give a second chance to -well let's consider it for a minute... Well I like a different title but let's see how this turns out...
Dear Person (and actually it's general),
Honestly. And you know I prefer all honesty no matter what but you don't exist. There isn't a specific person who I would want to give a second chance to. If it happens wonderful and that's all the merit to you. With time I've learned to believe that things happen on their own agenda and never mine. When people walk out they typically leave for good. Ok, hear me out... there have been a few people I know that they've manage to pull it together after a year or 2 of separation and ended up working on their happily ever but I no longer hold such idealistic mannerisms. I've become more of a realist (sure I keep hope here and there but I don't count on it). The most I see people and their reactions, actions, reasoning I think I've become a "cynic" as well... By all means we do in life are nothing short of our person convenience. Who I want to give a second chance to... well, Why do you think I should give it to you and most importantly why is it important to YOU?! I don't think, it's my right to give a second  chance if it doesn't benefit me in any way. Where would my benefit come from it especially if it didn't work the first time. I haven't changed, have you? How can you prove it? I don't wanna wait years to find out and then decide "Damn, I shouldn't have gone for the second chance". You may argue it was worth finding out and I may argue... I already knew this and wasted my time.  Does it sound a little selfish, great! I would love to be selfish and selfishly give my self to you someone...
And to be honest just because I don't come out and say I don't give you a 2nd chance, it doesn't mean you shouldn't try... I know I am a  little confusing but realize this: Just because it didn't work out, it doesn't mean I'll be alone forever... or who knows I might be, but I've realized that if that were the case I would be ok with it. I don't mind being alone anymore... There are billions of people on this earth... I'm sure I wont end up completely alone... Sure maybe I wont get married which would be okay with me at the end... and sure I might not have kids, which would be more than perfect for me too... Kids complicate a none serious relationship or similar focus on life. I prefer being happy than bringing a child to live a miserable life. I've had a hard enough time trying to balance mine out. Not to mention about being selfish about the reasoning of actually considering you once again.
Rey
PS... I know I sound like a selfish person at the moment but if you really knew me... you would think otherwise and maybe understand why I have the need and necessity to actually be selfish. Just saying... Or, I might just be a selfish person... who knows...


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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the mostDay 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could beDay 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or badDay 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror