I am sorry I've let you in many ways. I know the past cannot be changed but it certainly has moved me away from you. I know I was talking yesterday to somebody about the career woman I wanted to be and why I decided not to do it. I knew that if I went for the dream I really wanted then I really would not have a life, not that I don't right now and I'm sorry for that too. I know that you would be married to your job. You would have everything you wanted ever in life but you wouldn't have time and you wouldn't have friends and you wouldn't have a life. I know we cannot have everything but sometimes I still wish I would conquer myself and be you... Sometimes I want the sacrifice of having nothing to have it all... But, at the same time I am happy that even though I wish I could be you I'm not. I know that right now i'm no where near who I wish I could be but there is a possibility that even you will change and you know what?... you'll want to be me... I'll meet you in the middle somewhere in a few years quite possibly! I know we'll compromise, it's what I do best and you know. I know that the person I wish I could be later will not be the whole career woman but that's when you will meet me half way and let you walls down. We'll eventually be who we need to be once we come to terms with ourselves... okay?
sicerely,
ME
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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the mostDay 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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