Actually there are 2 people of kind of want to ask for forgiveness... (a day late --- I know)
Mom and Dad,
I'm very sorry I have not been the perfect daughter. I know it's been a little tough with me but not because I rebel or don't eventually come around and do what you ask but more because of the personality I have. It was never a strong one and needed assistance and well it so happened that I was my only assistance... I know I've let you both down in the world so many times but I'm grown now and I can't do what you say all the time. I love you both but it's a part of life. Mom, I'm sorry I didn't pursue psych how you wanted me to and even though I do have a natural gift for it, it was impossible... I'm sorry I haven't done the massage therapy which I know how to do as well, and mostly I am sorry I don't do the multi level company as I should. I know I have gifts in all these areas and I know I can excel but they don't make me completely happy. I know you see me as I haven't found myself yet but trust me pushing me isn't going to make them anymore. Give me time and I will come around but on my own terms. And, mostly I'm sorry I'm not skinny how you want me to... and I think this is the hardest to hear on a constant... Ever since I was young and it never stops to hurt. I'm sorry I'm not perfect and that it doesn't happen and negativity doesn't help me. Dad, I'm sorry I'm not working but I was helping mom out. I know you couldn't and I needed to step up the responsibility. I know it's been hard on you but its what needed to be done. I'm sorry if I disappointed you and i'm not as successful in my degree as you would have hoped. I tried but somehow I felt I lost support and lost inspiration. Which I'm sorry I failed as a daughter and brought disappointed and disgrace... I didn't mean for it to happen. I know why you felt hurt but I think if he wouldn't have been born this family would have been torn apart.... I actually see it that way.I'm sorry to both of you ... there are so many things to be said... And I just can't. Sorry for everything and truly hope you will forgive me... I hope you realize that things are hard for me too but because I love you and no matter what you say. I will be there... just give me time and everything will fit together I promise!!!
love,
Reyna E. Flores
Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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