Internet Friend day 8

Dear friend Snoog420 ,
Goodness have we've gone through a lot in this life time. I guess I'm glad we got on the right path and didn't hate each other after everything we both went through and the heartache that we dealt with. You're great and thanks for for being here for me always. Hey, I realize we started talking at first to a level of curiosity. Which eventually went from a small obsession to something more like friends. I'm sure it was the same thing for you... I know for a fact it wasn't easy for my family to accept the fact of our friendship or communication. They didn't even want his communication or dealing with Danny. I guess it was the first time I put my foot down. They also saw your kindness and what you went through and came around. And your family has always been great and very accepting besides the fact... I still feel bad about it... it's been years but it's something I will live with for the rest of my life. It was never meant to happen this way and I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. I hope I have earned enough of your trust for you to forgive me. We were all young stupid, love/lust who knows anymore... All of our lives changed that year... A tough road and we all walked the same road alone.
Anyways,
I know I write and write.... thankfully you're always there as a loyal reader. When you have something to add you let me know, when you know there is nothing you can do but let me burn in my own personal hell do you . I know you see me go through my ups and downs and I know you go through yours too. My ups and downs ( I know I have a lot and I mean a lot haha) are something I've dealt with alone all of my life. When you can help me with advice I appreciate it, and I also thank you for sometimes not saying anything too. I'm learning to balance my self... and I haven't quite gotten there... I'm off balance maybe the unhappiness of not being where I would have liked to be and comparing myself to the whole world, oh well. But, I'm actually happy that you're the one who has been there a lot. The one who has supported with my son and even pushed his father to see him more. Times were rough no doubt but you were there enough to try and help us cope with the lack of communication we had. Sorry you were in between, it wasn't our right to do that but there was no other way. I think you're one of the people who understands me pretty well. We've had our deep moments in life where we have shared a part of being who we are and who we were.
Life doesn't get any easier... the kids are growing at a rapid rate no doubt... both our boys will be off the Kindergarten next year and geez... I can already see the notes from the teacher. I remember their grandma explaining about their dad when he was a kid. We have so much to look forward to in this life time, I guess we can say a lifetime in reality. The bond we all hold is not so easily broken and not even with distance. We all have something that needs some communication and support. Thank you for being around.  Thank you for everything and I still can't wait until we can meet baby Iori... times are tough.
Forever grateful,
Reyna


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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror