Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1.You have been one I have known for such a short time and I am truly happy that you came into my life.There was something about you. I wondered what you sounded like and then I heard you sing with ring of fire... Definitely one of the most beautiful voices I've ever heard. You even dedicated a song to me. I admit I love listening to it. You have one of the sweetest and purest hearts I've ever met. You just brighten my day, everyday... I definitely look toward to chatting with you and when you call me it's one of the best feelings. Thank you for contributing to my happiness. Can I say you make me feel special.
2. I'm sorry, I must have done something for you to discontinue our friendship. I guess it became frail and I was naive to there being a shot to continue. But, I was hopeful... I've had friends who I have stopped talking to for times at a time. The fact that we were so close makes the time seem a minimal effect in the friendship most of the time but I guess not in this case. Sorry you never thought it was worth it. I don't regret any of it. But, I'm glad I got to contribute to your first couple of years in college.. you were one of my best friends then... you helped me through so many hard times... And you even got to experience seeing me at my worst pain where instead of the hospital I begged you to drive me to my mother. Thank you for everything! And I celebrate you amongst the 3 close friends who were there then... the day before my son was born... Every year!
3. We met when we didn't like our room mates in College... You are my sister and you were my biggest support when you found out I was pregnant. Actually you were my baby support and I love you! I'm so glad your mom was a Midwife and I lucked out I got the best advice... You dealt with my tantrums, anger spells and even let me handle when I didn't want the help... You went through a lot being my room mate. But, when we had fun before we had fun!! I think you helped me be a lil more outgoing and even helped me the the dancing. I will appreciate everything you did. And I do want to truly say I am sorry I would keep you out of the room at times. I couldn't have asked for a most perfect room mate than you... love you!
4. You have been patient with my friendship... 13 yrs and you're still here. You still manage to call me a best friend. Thank you for being the first to start molding me into the person I am. I learned strength with you. I learned to deal with life issues and even though I was weak I still got strength from you. You're the only one aside from my young blood (well I use to make my fingers bleed when I was young) diary I have that knows my pains and burdens... maybe just childish play to want to be accepted.
5.You tell me everything how it is. sometimes it's painful but I trust telling you things... Hey you have even made me cry a few times. I know you hate it when I whine and complain... but you sure kept me laughing when I was in Denver... I would have been so bored if you wouldn't have been texting me... You have become one of my closer male friends. It helps that we're so alike that you understand me so well... Probably even better than I do which I hate at times because you're right and sometimes I don't want to admit. You tell me the truth no matter how painful and it sure is but you know what I like you tell me what it is. It just makes my decisions I make get ready for an "I told you so"... lol thanks for the support.
6. I've know you since you were born pretty much... and I know sadly we're not that close. You've just never allowed me into your life that much. You've always been more social and I've been the awkward weird one... I know how it is... You expect me to tell you about me but you never tell me about you... In high school, you thought it was better we didn't talk or more like I didn't talk to you... nobody knew we were related until it somehow leaked out... I guess in a sense it's always hurt me a bit but I've kept it all to myself.
7.You had to leave us and move so far away. It was sad when you didn't come back that summer. My sis and I sure felt lost for a while... We're glad you're happy where you are but saddened we just can't see you. Face to face is always better.
8. What can I say to you... nothing much but be happy. You need to find your own happiness and run with it... simple...
9. You've/We've learn a great deal of us... specially with that things we've both gone through...I'm still sorry for what happened. I will always be sorry... But, I'm glad we're friends. And that we're actually quite similar. You're advice always helps me even when I don't wanna hear it... lol but I know you're honest.
10. At first I thought you were an honest person... I helped with work and did everything in power to help. I was basically your assistant. I thought it would lead to a job and getting paid. I would make order and calls and it took a lot of my time... I'm actually sorry I did. I'm a professional, I didn't know people were talking behind my back. I didn't know people were saying awful things... Maybe I'm ignorant or naive... but it was not cool. The day your wife called me and started accusing me of things I was unaware of, that day I lost respect for everybody there. I lost my motivation to do business and work with people. And the saddest part was that I had started loving the people, I enjoyed being in front of big crowds for the first time in my life... and that just shut me back down to my locked room where I feel safer. I don't let people bring me down as much but I did want to be far away from all those people. I never did anything, why were you lying... I feel disgusted with lies and deceit... If you were being unfaithful why was your wife thinking it was me... she felt I was living off of her money... when in reality I was the one making sure she was fed... oh well c'est la vie! If I ever do my business... I will never take any leads or do need help when I start my business again... I actually started disliking business seeing how dirty people actually were...so sad... anyways that's done with...
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever.)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
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