Alright feel better now :) lol

Bring me down

My mind is nowhere to be found

Call me names

but it's all the same

 

I live in your shadow?

you're just shallow

 

You want me happy 

but all you do is make me feel crappy;

 its stupid really

 

You cause pressure

I can't level to any measure

 

You're the one that leaves me wounds

so hard to heel, heart forsaken scars

I feel I  belong with the loons

but instead I wanna runaway in fast cars

 

You want me alive

but you keep shooting me down at close range

Makes me feel like I'm five

 

You say you want the best 

but really, you jest

 

It's not fair

but yo're not aware

in fact you don't care

 

The way I see it

you feed me pain

thinking there will be gain...

 

 

Feel better after getting this out of my chest... I guess sometimes I just need to burst... My mom and I had brief convo lol ... yea. I love her to death, she's my mom and I always will but some things are just a little hurtful. I just write sometimes ...