So this is what it feels like...

We sat there watching TV and I noticed you were tense somewhat nervous and the thoughts in your mind kept you unfocused. You just weren't enjoying the movie. I worried.
"What's wrong, hun? Are you ok?" punching you on the shoulder lightly, trying to get you to smile.
Dismissing my question and action you stepped out. I worried but I figured you needed fresh air. After like 25 mins I was concerned and was about to walk out the front door to go find you. You were standing in the doorway.
"I was about to send out a search... " You were too serious to joke around, you just stared blankly. "Are you okay?"
Still no word came from your mouth, I felt uneasy and frightened. I had never felt so insecure. I take a couple steps back, it was obvious you were concealing something so I thought it was best to leave. As I was turning to leave the room you grab my arm and I quickly turned frightened and stare blankly into you eyes but suddenly see you were holding 7 long stem roses.
Deep within I let go of the front and take a deep sigh, I was so relieved and in awe. You had really scared me for a second. I accepted them and gave you a soft kiss on the lips. It had been a while since our lips touched. Enjoying the moment, I fully embraced you with more, savoring every soft touch of your lips, and the taste of your mouth. But, I had to put the flowers in water.
"Hold that thought," I winked and take my flowers. I get the only vase I have and take it to the sink to add water and place the 7 roses nicely distributed. But then I notice there was something strange about one. And why did you pick 7? Must be because it's my favorite number or the number of months we've been a couple but we've only been dating for 6. I picked up the 7th rose and stare at  it and realize that it wasn't a real rose looking at it closely.
"Babe, can... " I turn around
You were on you knee... "Open it."
And I, of course, do as I'm told. It was a beautiful rose like box with diamond earrings. You being on your knee really threw me off. I chuckled and felt happy, saddened and relieved all at once. I kiss him in the lips and help him up. I had felt very nervous for the moment but you have always known how to keep me on my toes. A nice gift.
We start to walk back to the living room and you ask, "Babe, you want a popcicle?"
"Sure,hun."
It was taking you a while to find them, it's not like the freezer is that big or has much. "uh... Do you need help?"
"No, no I got this..."
"Hurry, you've already missed a lot of the movie!"
After all that shuffling you finally come back and hand me my popcicle....
I laughed, "Darling, was it really that hard to find?" He embarrassingly smiles. "And, Why did you give me earring? They're so expensive."
You thoughtfully look at me and get on one knee, "So that you can wear them on our wedding day." My heart starts racing, and I nearly hyperventilating not knowing what to say, you pull out this little black box from your pocket, "Would you spend the rest of your life and eternity with me... Watching movies and eating Popsicles?"
Excitedly, I get closer to you. Hold your face and look in the depths of your eyes. Enjoying every moment, living in your eyes. I hug you and give you another kiss.
"Ahem, Is that a yes or a no?"
"Haha, yes, Cariño!" and he slips the ring in my finger.
We finish the movie in deep thought, my big sighs of thoughts of what tomorrow will bring with you, the endless smiles, the holding hands and me leaning my head on your shoulder.

So this is what it feels like... *sigh*


[I'm sorry, I'm a dreamer, and it's my fantasy dreams I have. This didn't happen. And it's not the most perfect setting or way but yea... it happens this way.]