So Sunday I went out with Jeff (Music teacher) ... but it wasn't like going out out... we just hung out... We invited me to go see DCI... Drum Corp International... which was pretty much band nerd central which I loved ... haha got to see field shows.. very nice...
I left my house at like almost 3 and went to his house got a tour of his house and I got to meet his best friend and I met his dad which I was nice. They're all so funny. His best friend came along so it was the three of us... which was a fun time... They're funny guys together. I had a lovely time hanging out... listening to major music and watching... It was one of those you had to be there to actually enjoy.
Well Jeff paid for everything... he wouldn't  let me use a cent... which was kind of nice but I felt bad...
The show started at 5:30 and it finished a lil after 9pm and we went to dinner the 3 of us and then He took his best friend to his house and We went back to jeff's house... I went in for a lil... and we went to his office...he should me some funny vids while we hung out and his wrestling vid that he use to do...lol very entertaining... I think I left like almost midnight...so he walks me out and well a nice big hug...
Wow, I hadn't seen him really since sometime in early April I think... we had talked here and there...and he had said he missed me and he wanted to see me but nothing coincide until yesterday. But, we just hung out as friends well that's what it was even he paid for everything... hmmm...  lol jk... I'm not reading into anything... I'm just happy I just to hang out and see what he was like again. He always opened my door and closed it the whole time too... He's always been a model of chivalry. I sat in the back seat though... I prefer the best friends being together than making the best friend feel like a third wheel.I think I got along well with the best friend... he got to talk and chit chat here and there.
But, I do admit I'm sort of missing someone real bad... It's like we're getting to know each other again. I've never met anyone like him... there is truly something about him. i don't get it but so far he's really a quite of person I would want. I know we've had a few arguments but he's still around... I guess we've found out we're both temperamental and we both like things our way. But, there is still something there...I think with my attempts for him to walk away instead of me walking away and having me blocked... they didn't work he just started coming back and actually reading some stuff and rec'ing... he's a total hopeless romantic so i know he will only rec stuff that he completely agreed with or feels he relates. I know he doesn't understand what jealousy is but he definitely is a lil jealous which is kind of cute in a way.
Well enough of that... I'm so confused in everything right now... I don't understand...

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