Yesterday was so weird... I went to Sam's Club because my mom wanted something something and I needed to buy another thing. I know there is no point to that, I know but when I driving back home the converstions I had had during the late afternoon were going through my Head. I had  the opportunity to speak with really old Acquaintances that I hadn't seen or spoken to in years... I don't know what about it but I was feeling quire emotional. The water works began... I controlled myself enough to get home and got everything I had bught for the house.... I  just don't not what came over but I just felt this strong urge or anxiety, I was worried, happy, sad, mad... everything... it was just a mixture of it all....and the biggest problem wasn't I couldn't control what I was feeling.... Anyways, I got home and brought the stuff inside and headed to my room... I just need time to recompose myself.... I can't be walking around my house sad or teary without being questioned... and what was I suppose to say.... thanfully my mom was working on people and I didn't see anyone... I came to my room and I just sat... I felt likea leaking pipe...  they would turn off the water but it would still keep leaking. I was composed for a while and then it hits me again and I starts sobbing out of no where... Danny comes in and I try but obvioously sees me and stares at me and then start jumping on the bed... He then  jumps my bed and says... "why you crying? mommy no cry..." All I could say is "it's okay, baby, I'm ok"  It was so weird.... I don't know what has come over me but even when I woke up I just felt like I didn't want to but I had to. We were going to be heading to a demonstration... I feel a lot calmer now but I just don't want to do anything today anymore...