a small doze

I took a small nap... Well it was really on tuesday.  We were about to leave on the trip and I was almost done packing but I was a little exhausted and my mom and I were the only ones in the house so I turned on the AC. Just  to relax for a bit I went to go sit down on my bed and relax.  And the air was hitting me just right so I started thinking of danny and how he was doing... and I didn't even have energy to turn on the TV and watch it. So I sat there and well I believe I dozed off... I was driving; it was a long drive and I had people but at the moment I didn't know where I was going or who was with me. I was just going forward and since when I drive I always look both ways of an intersection... I look to my right... I look to my left and my face turned into "Oh wft" ... there was a hugeblue van with yellow lettering about to hit me... All I remember doing was turning to my left almost putting my hands up like off standish. Like if putting my hands would makes it get off me or fall off...  at the moment of impact everything turned a bright light and I didn't see anything else. No there weren't any flashbacks... it was just white. I think the weirdest thing was that I didn't feel anything... I didn't even wake up at impact... I was just laying there sleeping in a white light... When I finally woke up I didn't even feel sadness but I felt a true and infinit peace. It was weird. I would have thought that after  a dream  like that I would have had a fear of driving for like 20 hours to texas... and the odd thing wass that with the peace I felt I just thought well what ever God's will shall be is my destiny. And I knew that if anything did happen I had felt enlightened...  We're here and it's fun but very tiring.... We might leave Saturday night after the whole thing over but I kind of wish we sleep the night so we can be rested and be able to drive. I don't mind the driving sometimes but I do get tired...  Well the seminar was fun and I can't wait for tomorrow... excited... I pray to God that we're have a safe trip home because i want to see my precious Danny. I couldn't even get to talk to him today because my aunt and grandma feared that he might remember me and want me back  so bad that he would cry...  but i will hopefully see him Monday... "primero Dios!"