It's just that I am no longer sleepy... And as I was writing this, this came out... hahaha!!! Nice to hear something that makes you laugh...
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
What do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
What do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away.
Fuck you, it all goes away,
What do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away.
In case you don't know ... it's System of a Down... I think I have learned from a friend to find some lyrics for the occasion... it helped that he was always giving my songs to look up... I would like them and just keep adding to the playlists... look up lovage, smashing pumpkins... and so many others...
I know it's a lot of music but it makes the days go by.... But, even though those words are a lil harsh sometimes we have to throw it down and know that "in the end it all goes away"! So much writing, to say that my friend was just telling me that I've been writing a lot... ahaha! An outlet, I would say positive not like I talk much really. Actually, I do feel like I am talking because as I am speaking as I am writing... loudly in my mind. The confusion on whether I actually had a convo because even just reading I can imagine the person speaking to me and I am already speaking loudly in my head to them.. Maybe I'm a lil nuts... but you like that... hahaha! jk
So I have a smile again! :) And I am still thinking but I am happy this time... I had to think until something positive came out... and I think I have something to smile for... Something that we can't expect any immediate future to tell you... goals and life... What I am going to want in life... and I think I am close to finding out...This is a great summer! Give and take... Parents might so to SAn Fran this summer and I know I am not going... first time I know so in advance I don't feel like traveling... In August, there is the trip to Washington DC and as much as I would love to go out there and see the monuments and what not but I think I am not going... would love to but timing for that trip is not that great... but then again I have a few months... but I know how many things will change in the next few months.... hopefully we'll be moving in the next few months too, my school my start getting paid... parents might give me a vacation for everything I've done... but maybe a car would do it...lol Since I've been left car-less, so much beautiful change coming... But, my mom wanted to send me out to Minnesota to spend time with fam but a while back I was talking a friend... and he, his gf and a couple other friends of his wanted to get a house work for a week and i was invited... so that's another option. I mean since I might leave anyways... and they want me to leave my son behind... they say I deserve some time completely alone... hahaha! I have to say that sounds great to me... but it also depends on whether I work... if I do then I wont be able to leave... then august... band camp... love it but maybe things will change this year... everything has to change for 2012... and i am making sure it does. So much but it will happen... Fam has suffered so much... if I work things will get better. first thing i will do is a shopping spree for me and Danny well after my biggest addiction gets paid... Phone and gas bc I like driving... lol
Yay!!! SO much to look forward to... and happily going to go to sleep expecting a better tomorrow! :)
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