**If you don't want to know about girl stuff then don't read below**
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I know I am being a bit childish or protective. Whatever you might call it. Some people don't like to know or sometimes it's a curiosity and then they regret reading.... so if you still don't want to know please you can still stop reading.... It's just about our monthly nuisance... there... now curiosity satisfied and ...

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Anyways, It's not like I am embarrassed about it.. I am not. I don't know but I feel like taking discretion for some reason. So, like we all know I gave up sex for lent as I stated why in my post "Lent 2011" or if you didn't know you know now.... And NO I haven't broken my *vow* of abstinence for the Lent period. But, ok so I've been using birth control for oh I don't know more than half a year... it's not because I am so active in the art but more of a precaution.... I always prefer "being safe than sorry" well anyways... I was suppose to go last week for a refill, you can say... but since I had changed my schedule with work it was definitely a no go... So I didn't get it... And I mean it's still 2 weeks into needing it... So I had my last patch left which I was suppose to apply on Sunday... and I decided not to... I don't know if it was a smart thing or a dumb thing... either way Easter Sunday is April 24th and that when I'm letting go of my vow but it doesn't mean I am going to go and act on it... haha! That would be stupid and careless and selfish....

So okay, Sunday I didn't apply my last patch... and well since my period had already regulated itself to it I didn't think it would cause a problem... well it sucked last time when I went on it and my body freaked out and I ended up having for like 16 days out of the month... it was a ridiculous first month... So so it's been the 3rd day from when I didn't apply the patch... and I think I'm starting today... well maybe ... I'm a week and one day early... Does BC help control? well I know it does but shouldn't it still wait the 3 weeks even if I discontinue usage? or does it automatically start when you discontinue? So that means that if it starts now I can't start again until I get it next time in 4 weeks and then it will take adjustment because it still took 3 days after I removed it to begin... Body adapting to the hormones... Oh how I hate those...

I did enjoy it before I started with the BC and it was regular every 28 days... constant. I know I've had my whole kid discussion on here before... but I can't find it and it's probably deep in and maybe my thoughts have changed anyways. Or not? I will keep looking...

So yeah, I am done... and well that means or explains the fact that I might be moody... jk... i don't have drastic changes...

Anyways, So I will go in 2 weeks for my other appointment they scheduled like 6 months ago... It's just a regular check up... But last time I went they said I was too closed and he couldn't quite retrieve the cells so he wanted to try 6 months after... safety reasons... I guess when I go at the end of the month i will see what they tell me...