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So this guy randomly contacts me as if I were some type of a booty-call. We have been talking on and off for a few years but never nothing serious and it's just talking. I left him some impression years ago and he can't get over it. I don't know. The thing about this guy is that he is finally exclusive and he shows it on FB. As long as I had known him he hadn't really had any gfs until recently well none in the public eye. When I saw how serious he was in having a gf and I to have someone there with him, I was actually quite happy he had taken the first step to it. Well a few months back he wanted to get with me because he wanted a girlfriend and blah, blah, blah, and maybe the other girls were easier to get with so when I knew he had a gf a few days after he had told me. But, I didn't mind... if I had to think about it, I wasn't  ready for him and even less now. And he had the most awkward timing too. Last time he wanted to talk I was dating someone else and then he appears right when I stopped talking to the other person. And it so happened that the day he contacted me on Tuesday I was going to go out on a casual date. 

So, going to Tuesday morning when he bbms me as I was getting ready to leave down the hill for work and he says he's bored and feels lonely. So I asked him why? And he says it's because I wasn't there. And when he said that... I thought of  his gf... and I thought "wtf is he doing" and I reaffirmed he had a girlfriend and he stupidly said that she doesn't compare to me... he called me "his lil freak"  yeah right... that  he supposedly brings it out of me... and he's the least person who brings anything out of me... the most selfish person in the world and all about him. But, it's must be what I can bring... I heard it twice this summer which was stupid. I don't need that I really need something else  and they just never got it. And there is no way I was going to go see him especially if I knew his intentions and he has a gf. Not my idea of fun... I'm done playing games, I'm really ready to date to find someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with but all in due time. I don't have a rush but I also don't have to waste time with jerks. So I told him that I didnt want to play games and I was ready to settle and he said, "I know you are" and then he says, "I should take you out to eat" ... yeah thanks you barely think of that 4 years after we've known each other... and I prefer not to be the reason for his gf to break up...he can keep her and she can keep him. But, for him it's not about being sweet or the food... he really wants the "what  can occur after" thing... 
So to get him off my back so he would go take a cold shower or something (lol), I told him i was giving up "sex" or anything that can lead to that temptation for Lent -[ it's not like I've had any in a long time, or that I have it often but I prefer completely abstaining from anything during this sacred time] and his smart ass comment was "I guess I have to see you before tomorrow" ... right (sarcasm) like me knowing I was going to make time for him.  I told him "FYI, you're not" 

What nerve?! right!.... we don't speak for months and he comes here spitting some stupid game when I know he has a gf... come on dude... you're really trying to question my intelligence... well maybe its because he's not that bright... idk or he is ??? 

But, I am tired of BS and I really want someone who is willing to give back. Who needs me for me and that is there when I need him. It's not my fault... why do I sometimes give off that vibe... I'm not going to be your homewrecker as much as you want me to ... besides I've had way better... just saying...