It's quite unexplainable but today I am feeling a little down... Not quite sure why. I feel a little sad, no tears yet but it's a feeling I've known in the past... I can't quite put my hands on it... but I do say I feel surrounded and yet I feel so alone...
I am sitting here wanting to write and nothing comes out. I feel helpless... I wish I can just lay down and close my eyes but it wont do much. It's a feeling like all is nothing, no gain, no difference, no change... I am listening to my music but it's not soothing. I can't find anything I want to listen to; I feel restless and uneasy.
Well I uneasy and restless but not... Sometimes when it comes down to how I am feeling, I feel like such a hypocrite... I feel that and then I don't and feel something else.., or maybe it's the same feelings and it's myself trying to decipher.
Just lost in my nothingness....
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