SO I still haven't figured out what I am going to do... I still don't know what I want to say or need to say. We're having a rosary for my grandpa's death today. But, there is no surprised there because everytime we would go we would pray with him or for him.. I don't know. There is a lot on my mind but there is nothing that comes out. When he died I went blank. My mom told me and I teared up but I didn't cry. When I went over I cried very minimal. I did get to see him and well I prayed and gave thanks for relieving him of his pain. It was hard but I felt thankful and very peaceful...I don't know but we're leaving soon!

So I went and worked with the RSD and made phone calls and business.... maybe he's checking out to be his secretary but that would be great if it is and if not this part time it's ok...