I had written so much right now and it all got erased and it ...Ugh!!

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I am so happy about the turn out for Danny's little Dinner. Firstly, I was surprised that my cousins stayed that long at my house. They barely come over and socialize... I guess we have always grown up so different we all barely have things in common or maybe it's  that we still haven't had an oppotunity to meet completely. Well I am sure my sister has because she has traveled with them to Minnesota and Mexico... so now I feel a little left out I don't know. Maybe once we started spending more time together as a family things will smooth out... and besides we have even older cousins that are starting to come into the picture... so we'll see...

Danny had so much. I am just so glad he was able to entertain and remain entertained. I know he an Cassandra have always hit off off very well although she tattles a lot... I was also very Happy that Danny and Ray( his half brother) had an opportunity to spend time together. They were having so much fun together, it was just adorable. They were both jumping on my sisters bed (so funny!). Although I wasn't expecting that many people because I didn't tell anybody I was happy but at the same time I am still a little sad that his dad wasn't able to make it... it's been a real long time since he has last seen his... I don't know. they gave Danny a real sweet card... made me tear up but you know like they always say actions speak louder than words... I wish he would show more affection then again... that's too much to ask for... well I don't know... I am tired of getting into the same arguments so I let him be. So Danny was very excited about everything he got which it all came from his dad's side of the family...Danny is sometimes very hard to please but what they got him was amazing and pushes him forward more into what I want him to get into. Thanks!!

Although, there was one awkward moment in the party that I found amusing. My cousin's daughter is very, very, very, very curious little girl... before I say ... before anybody was here... Danny took her into my sister and my room and she came out and asked, "Why is your room so messy?"...hahaha... well and when he were going to cut the cake she was upset because she wants to sit next to Danny and I didn't let her... sometimes I want him a little away from her.. I get a little irritable at times. But I allowed Ray to sit next to Danny and well she was bugging about why I allowed him and not her... so I told her that they were brothers and she asked then why don't you call him son too... my cousins just yelled at her too be quiet... I know it must be very hard not knowing what is going on at times. They are obviously bringing her up in a very sheltered way... because she tattled because Danny said the "S" word which was "shut up"... I know it's bad but whatever. Then she also asked me where Danny's dad because Danny calls my dad dad ... and she was asking that is Danny's dad and I told her no that is my dad... Danny grandpa...a dn so ,"Where's Danny's Dad?" so then i was stumped and my cousins interfered but she also has no Dad so I don't know... confusing and hard to explain.

So it was a long day but a very good and exciting day. loved it and I was happy. After everybody left I went to sleep I think. I don't know but I was tired. My mom and dad ended up leaving after the party... well technically it was Sunday morning. They left around 4am. I am not sure where they are right now but last they were in Oklahoma... and still had a while to go. They are on their way to Kentucky. I guess they are picking up 3 people, 2  adults and a little girl. I don't know. Well I have to go pick up my brothers from school because it's pouring then I'll write some more. I know I have more to spill...