it's so hard to believe that it has already been a week. I just remember the days that led to Grandpa's death went so slow and now the time is flying... it's hard to realize that. His body should be arriving in Mexico tomorrow... they will do the same services we had for him here but this time he will be put to rest in his home town. Some of my aunts, uncles, cousins and my sis will be leaving at 4am tomorrow to catch a plane in TJ and go to Temastian, Jal... I sure wish I could have gone but you know timing is never good...

It's Danny's birthday on wednesday and well it's his birthday and it's not going to be much of a celebration. We can't afford anything. And. my mom want to put the little lights for christmas but I don't really want to  ...the sucky thing is that Danny is starting to realize how holidays work and stuff and I know this year wont be anything. It's not like it ever is but this has been a harder year... we're not celebrating this year. We can't!

My dad will also be heading to TJ tomorrow but only to go to a doctor... his Compadre recommended and so he is taking him. My dad has been ill for far toio long and it was time...