Last night was one of my worst nights. With my headache, not being able to move. I was so cold... They had the heater on and that warm wind would give me the chills because it felt cold. NOt to mention that I was wrapped in my blanket. I still have that headache but oh well. I am still cold but I don't have a sweater right now... I am going to have to look for one.

Today I was awaken by my little piano's student's mother... The little girl cancelled her lesson for today because she has finals. Well today is her last final. So today I am going to go talk to her and her mom. She's been wasting her parents money, she is not practicing, and it insulting to have me hanging in there until she is ready. Music takes dedication and a lot of sacrifise which she is obviously not ready to comit for. There are many kids that disliked their parents for making them practice, learn but eventually they learned that it was for the best.... I mean I never mind going. I love teaching music and seeing the interest in people but when they loose the love for music teaching them is such a drag. IT gets boring. You know what i'm saying. I could only do so much for her but I can't practice for her. My responsibility was to teach her and go into the depth of the music, her responsilibity although not hard was to get her assigned music under her fingers. She is very smart and she could get it in 1 day many 2 tops but many times she would make the excuse that she didn't get it the next week. So I would have to teach her her whole assignment. She at least couold have learned the notes and me not let her where to put her hands. I've been teaching for almost a year and there's not much progress there... I get very irritated... It's time for her to smell the coffee....