someone that changed your life-Day 28-2 days late

Look to be honest I didn't forget about making these. In fact I chose not to do these three as i was testing out my other blogs posts and I thought that these would actually disrupt the points I was trying to convey with the others. I guess i only gave these letters importance at the beginning and I some how felt they lost something as the month continued. But basically these were made for me so the fact that they weren't read it doesn't matter. I guess I feel I should have been a little more opened in some and that would have been perfect.

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Dear you,
You are the stupidest person in the world. The choices you made were for a lack of brain and everything you get from the repercussions are all your fault. It doesn't matter what you did after because the damage was made. As much as you try to change now it doesn't matter. Sure you must continue living and keep moving forward but your stupidity had no explanation. Everybody almost turned their back on you because they really thought you f*cked up. Sure you showed them up a lil but in the end look at them and look at yourself. You are no where near where you should be in life. You are actually so lost now that you are stuck in a live purgatory. I hope you learn how to get out of it because in fact you will have to start from dirt to even get close to having anything. And even if you start from scratch you wont make it far. Good luck. You have no where to turn and no where to hide. You're exposed. If you don't set yourself straight princess  you'll end up alone just like your fears. Everything you to do get people close to you, you push them away just as fast. It's like you're taking the 2 steps forward and always seem to find yourself the 2 steps before you leaped. The only way it can work is it somebody keeps taking those steps back with you following but that will never happened. You scarred yourself and you will never heal those because you don't let yourself. You need to let go to grow.  Oh but never forget this... I love you no matter what. There have been times I've hated with a passion. I almost wanted to kill you and of you of your misery but then I thought that if I did I would be making your life too easy and you wouldn't pay for everything you do. Let life be your own personal hell and enjoy the tears because the moments you stop are the happiest few minutes you are worth having...

forever love you,
Me
PS.... Sorry it's so dark... just something to be put into perspective

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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the mostDay 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could beDay 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or badDay 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror