I wanted to tell you but I didn't think you would be able to handle

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
A day late... I know... look for explanation on day 28

Sweetie,
I know I've always wanted to tell you this. You're ugly... I sometimes I really dislike what you look like. You never have anything perfect. And you always seem to get the negative out of people. Or maybe sometimes you're far too nice that people take advantage. You need to fix yourself. You need to be tougher. You need to stop being so gullible in life. Most people don't deserve the benefit of the doubt you've given them. They always step over your feelings and compromise who you are anyways. Can't you see that? Why are you blind? Can you really be that blind...  I know you have figured that no one will want to be your friend unless you give them something in return. The truth is that you love to give and in the end you never get anything in return. You need to learn to actually compromise correctly not compromise yourself completely. It never works like that. The real friends who accept you have no chance with you. You don't appreciate them. You don't know how to keep them close and your loneliness is only caused by full fault of your own. Stop being stupid. You have nothing in front of you ever... and you seek like a frantic lost child. Life isn't that hard anymore. You're not a baby. You have no one to depend on. You need to stand up and be somebody or you're going to rot in your own personal hell. Tell me sweetie, do you think that someone will ever want a person like that in their life? No, people love confidence, and reassurance, and happiness and frankly you lack everything people would want. If you want to be happy you need to change. You need to be happy and stop thinking about others and put yourself a lil. Give yourself a lil worth. You know what you have to do but you let others put you down that you compromise your responsibilities. Stop with the victim sh*t it ain't getting you anywhere. Life was life and deal with the sh*t the right way. Be a change you want to see... and if you're not persistent you will continue being unhappy. Remember that you're actually not alone and think you are at times will only mess you up even more. Open up a little and let people help you. Stop being so paranoid.
I always wanted to tell you... but I just couldn't get myself the courage. I thought you couldn't take it.
I suggest you read it over a few times in the next couple days and I think this will register...
I know this will hit you then... I know you're just going to be staring at it blankly but it's ok... just wait for it. And to be honest I have no where to go but be here and accept it.
Me
I see it wants to hit you now but forget about it for a minute. You just need a reality check. Ok.... it will all be ok...


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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the mostDay 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could beDay 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or badDay 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror