Thursday, June 9, 2011

My reflection in the Mirror- Last day

Yay, I'm done with this ish and it took me an extra day... I after I wrote the other 2 make up letters I just couldn't write this one... the one I've been dreading for 30 days....
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Dear Reflection,
Why don't you look the way I see myself. Why do I feel that every time I see you. you look like a complete stranger. You look so sad and empty in the eyes. That sloppy untamed hair... why doesn't it ever fall in place? Why don't you dress up. Why do you take so long to seem a lil satisfied and then conform to unhappiness? Why do you hide behind that make-up? why do you feel so insecure without it? Will you ever look at me with a smile? I see so much fear hidden in that reflection and you don't tell me what it is you want to tell me. I know we never agree but we are who we are. It's not like we can truly hide ourselves. You need to learn to smile at me and be happy. You are the only one that cannot see yourself. Everybody else sees you... What's wrong with that? You know you aren't as bad as you make yourself feel. You just need a lil more self-confidence. But, you shouldn't be lacking any... it's all there but you choose to suppress. That isn't going to get you anywhere in life.  Why do you swing from extremes. You get flattered and when I see you, you let me down. Why do you keep trying to put me down. Be happy! If you're not happy it's nothing but you're fault and it's your responsibility to change yourself. You are the only one who has control. No one else can control what you see and show me. I hope you read the last 2 letters I wrote because they were for you to reflect and think about this. Those led me to this letter.
someone who changed my life
&
The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Wake up and stop day dreaming. You are a realist yet it depresses you. Get over it!
Sincerely and forever,
You

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Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the mostDay 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could beDay 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or badDay 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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