Well here I am writing as I should be cleaning or something... maybe even eating because I haven't seen yesterday before I went to teach my lesson. I don't understand but there are so many things on my mind and at the same time there's nothing there. It's bugging me out a little. Well actually I lied... I woke up a little tired today because the irritation in my gum because I have wisdom tooth coming out and the third corner is popping out so I am sure that's why. Today feels like any other day... but at the same time it's not. It's hard to explain all this jibberish. I almost feel as though I am expecting something but what would I be expecting. Although for sure I know I need to go visit my grandpa later to see how he's doing. I know his state isn't going to change but being with family helps a lot. My parents left to Ridgecrest but they'll be back... They always haver the idea that they will find a nice place to live there and originally they wanted me to go with them today but since everything that has happened we decided not to. And besides in reality I didn't want to go ... well enough... I am going to find something to do and maybe if I I have to i'll write later... today or tomorrow because there is something else on my mind...hehehe