Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Cont

Of the people i know to the the baby but it was one of those once upon a love sort of things you sometimes don't know what happened or how. It's funny how life works at times. I still don't loose the hope of the other baby i want. I mean i love this baby so much and it's hard to even think i could love another litte being as much as this one but i want certain genes. You know it's weird because sometimes i do a lot of determining based on genes but obviously heart is stronger hence why i don't have a baby with green eyes right now. It's weird because it seems as though i'm followed by guys with colored eyes and i just realized it. Another thing is that i've had my dream guy in front of my face. You know the one you say that you pictured since you were little and i had picked my son's father then. I was an idiot. I had them and let him go. How sometimes we makes choices you can never take back. The whole package and all gone. I never realized it stupid hindsight. I guess life processed the way it wants to not

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