I guess like everything we just need to patient and stop running until we hit a wall. I guess that is my problem but I am working on it slowly. I like to believe there is always good in people but I don't believe that. I always prepare for the worst in hopes that I AM WRONG but life has thought me that I am not proven wrong. Now that is truly sad... Oh well... we all just keep doing whatever works for us all... I use to really trust people believing they were good and the deception always broke me more and more apart to the point I had no idea who I was but I'm no little girl anymore. I cannot be lied to so easily anymore. I guess the great thing of life is that we all learn life lesson and grow up with the experiences....
I can't expect anything from any one even and more so if they were a partner. I can't allow my self to be so incompetent as to allow my self to just be a tool. I just still be an active member of society because life has taught all or most of us that nothing last forever. What happens when you are left with kids to take care of and you don't know how to earn money and you have no one to depend on? What happens then? Live life like it's your last and live life as if you were a single parent: working hard for yourself and for your children... your partner is their own person and if they did the same thing... you would understand so much more... I think!
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