I know we as women shouldn't jump the gun and start assuming before anything is true and besides everybody nowadays is always so busy anyways. Since he tried skyping, the night I fell asleep early, after he didn't show up he hasn't tried contacting me. Now, I am starting to feel guilty and I know I do this... you know over analyzing things when I know I shouldn't. No message no nothing but I don't want to be the first to send him a message. I guess it's the first time in life when I have had the need to feel a lil pride. I am always the type of girl who has been walked all over, told what to do and so on... for once I would like him to try again, well that is if he wants. But, I don't know...
He can be thinking the same thing about me contacting him first but from the get go there was a purpose which hasn't become the objective according to his schedule so us actually meeting and talking is secondary to his objective so if he's actually serious we will find out. I would really like to talk to him but I will hold back and wait... *sigh*
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