Well just found out they all like the same... ok
Except a little different...

Life is interesting and we all work on impulses... well oh well that's how things are...
Semi enjoyable and still blah.... I guess I got what I wanted but it's still not what I need...
I should be happy and I guess I kind of am... but, also, we can't have it all, right...

Need a lot of time to figure things out... Sometimes you can tell if there is a potential but even though sometimes you can't I guess there needs to be a chance... Or see where it can go if anywhere but a bed...

We all get so tired of waiting for ever for that person to decide if they want to make it move and many times it's too late sadly... but I would still drop it all... or idk

It sucks when the paths don't cross the way you want them to but it's a matter of life; if they're suppose to meet they will.

 I hate thinking of life as a game the more and more I grow the more it becomes so obvious... The hiding and the seeking and all the  other games... the luck, you need to have to start with some happiness... and the losing to feel like crap...

I don't know where I am... I know I have won something but I still don't feel like a winner... So if I have everything I want in life, then what is missing... I think there lies my biggest problem... I need something and I haven't found it yet... but I am blind-foldedly looking and not getting anywhere bc I don't know what it is...

Where do you find what you don't know? Everything gives me a short term happiness... I guess keep stumbling until I fall on my face  and it will be that more than likely I wont know what it is even if it hits me in the face like in 2004...