I honestly don't think I have felt so much distrust, disappointment, anger towards my sister as I do now. I don't know if she knows it but she is the person I do trust the most but as the years go by her distance and judgmental character has distance me further. I know she doesn't trust me BC when I ask her things she's very stand offish and she has bffs... I am the oldest sister so she trust my opinion in certain matters but I am feeling she can't see past herself as much as I would try to deny it. So over a month ago I told her I wanted her to do something with me this saturday... Make-up and hair... So this past weekend she told me she had to work and would try and get the later shift which still made me upset BC I asked her so long ago to also go to the wedding. Today she calls me and tells me she is leaving out of town to north carolina... Wtf... She can take time off work to travel but when I ask something simple IR her where she could have made money... She turns me down! Who am I suppose to turn for help is those close to be always leave me hanging? How am I suppose to be motivated to keep helping others if all I get when I need the favor in return is a slap in the face...
Oh well the hair thing is done and over with... Not doing it... Mis-communication...
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