Well I definitely understand more now... I know my parents were upset but it was all peaking to the unknown which was yesterday.We were in a room which huge windows in an office next to the John Wayne Airport in Irvine... Everybody was watching everybody and keeping to themselves...
It was a super long, stomach churning day... It was suppose to be all over with yesterday but it extended to Wednesday... Things even got more complicated yesterday after we heard some details they decided to agree on which didn't help out with the anxiety, actually made things worse. Life had funny humor to coincide a couple big events in a person's life situation and leave lil to interpretation. Sadly, more is lost than can ever be gained... but thanks to God no life has been loss... and thanks to everything we at least know what is happening and we can help each other better the situation. I am just happy I will be able to work and help out... We haven't been making ends meet for like 3 years... it's been rough but we stuck it through... cried ourselves to sleep and tried to remain strong during the day and pretend nothing is wrong... even when there isn't enough to make... or when the lights, water, or gas goes out... Don't even talk about clothes... Next week I'm going to get things I need to apply for jobs and slowly start this next stage of life...
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