Just need to write to relax ... mainly talking to myself

So now that I was on FB the first person who i wrote on their wall is a close friend... I've known him personally the shortest but he's definitely one of my closest male friends. Actually the one person I can trust who will speak honestly without reserves. We are just tight like that. We can openly talk about anything and give each other advice. The only person I feel comfortable telling me bad words haha because he's just a funny guy. He knows how to be silly and make me laugh. We know each other pretty well and it coincidentally happens that we're both Capricorns so that made us understand each other even more. The only friend who actually texted me just because I wasn't on FB and wanted to see how I was doing.
So we were catching up and talking about what has happened in the last few weeks to this weekend to---  you know... anything that would make the headlines of your personal newspaper. Well, it got pretty intense. He was trying to convince me otherwise of something and well we're both very stubborn people. He said he teared up but then when we were talking about isolation and some thing being not fair... I started thinking of what my life has been. And it really hit me and I started crying. I admittedly told him. He wasn't hurting my feelings but he then realized that he was being a lil selfish but he thought he can lose me as a friend. So he tried to cheer  me up... (an insider between him and I) and it was a youtube video.... he said he would always remember me with it... haha so I watched... and yea I started crying... called him a jerk but started laughing shortly after. We can push each other's buttons haha... he was literally yelling at me through FB chat... capital letters and all... But, it felt good to talk to a friend. I can't easily get things off my chest but with him it's like I am talking to myself haha... but he's more extroverted than I am. Sometimes there are things that need to be discussed that just can't be openly discussed. Goodness. How I love the internet. We've texted here and there and he even calls but that's what best friends do.  So many songs I know are songs he recommended. I love new songs from many different friends. It just makes me happy you suggest a song based on the music I like. He was making dinner for his gf so I let him go.
On a great note, I have a new friend on FB. very happy. I don't think he's fond of Facebook but it makes me happy to have 'im there...