I just want to be free

I just want to be Free

In my little cloud at a distance I shout

“Love could not be when you’re not free”

As I sit around and pout with my heart full of doubt

I ask myself, “Why can’t I just be me?”

 

With the stars at my gaze

And the wind in my face

Nostalgia hits with a sting, a merciless contraction lingering.

And struck by a chaotic maze of your ridicule haze,

Such deception to a pure submissive craze

 

At a distance, I see your shine and without doubt it’s divine

You set the tone for such a moan

But your nature, so coarse which leaves many in remorse

A deceptive trap set for a lover;

As an unnoticed attack’s discharged

 Many wish you were “mine”

Just an ugly cycle that always starts with a dine

 

My path is made of simple pebbles yet you’re in front

The perfect path is now stumped with boulders at every stop

Your devious game puts me on the hunt

But can’t catch you, you’re always on top

 

I still see the perfect smile, a grin so surely vile

And, although every bite feels so right

 It’s your trait to never go straight

I will travel the miles to pick a fight

And sadly end up trapped in your crate

 

In my little cloud at a distance I shout,

“Why can’t you let me be, I just want to be free”

I sit around and pout with my heart full of doubt

I am just going to flee…

by Me (Reyna) 

I don't quite remember when I wrote this but it was a small while back.... Every time I see them I always try and change parts of it... in this one, I might have moved some words around. I think I was looking at it  yesterday but it just wasn't coming out how I wanted it to... but, today it just made sense... maybe I overlooked something but this is what I felt at some point...