sometimes you go from being a lil moody and depressed from like a week to feeling like you're going to implode ... Like everything inside you is breaking and you have no understanding why or what is going on... You're just clueless but outer works are doing something... So confused at the moment... I try to keep my self motivated. And somehow always trip and fall on my face... Maybe sometimes I think too much or mainly feel too much. I always seem to pick up feelings from people and therefore awfully sympathize too much and keep it for myself with no air to breath! I feel suffocating.... I can't breath. I can't see... I'm blinded to tomorrow and I hate it... All I see is darkness and I'm trying real hard to see the light I thought was starting to peek through.... All I can do is pray... Let the light shine on me and those around me... I can't feel like I should be under covers ... I can't fall into this prison anymore... Breaking out took years of uncertainty. My tears are my bars keeping me concealed... Breaking out is helping me remember why a smile is worth a thousand words.
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