week pt 2 :)

Ok, So thursday I got home and was super upset that the car hadn't been fixed for my leaving of friday. It was the day before and I was panicking and carless... yeah I was throwing a fit and/or tantrum because I needed a car to be in Hollywood by 10am and at that point it was 8pm and the mechanic hadn't came and I didn't know what to do. Who in their right mind was going to allow me to take their car? I was stranded and had so many things I wanted to do over the weekend... they weren't set but I knew it was the only time I had to do stuff like that since I hadn't been around for a few years... much less by myself so I was taking advantage of everything I had. Anyways... I was crying and having a tantrum while the 4-runner had a flat so it seemed for a moment that we had no car and they had an appointment to the lawyers... It was the most frustrating and irritating moment of my life... I felt despair, I felt trapped, I was suffocating in my room... I was having an anxiety attack bc I couldn't do anything bc it wasn't my place... I text my sis and I was trying to tell her everything but it might have been rambling bc she calls and says she's not understanding what Ia m saying. It was so complicated... I didn't want to ask her for the favor but I knew I had to bc she was the only one that would be able to get me out of this whole mess.... Thank God she said yea... I told my parents and that they needed to get the car fixed so she could use it for the weekend. I don't remember what time I went to sleep but I think it was 1:30 and got up at 4:30 bc I still needed to pack everything and get everything ready for Danny. We left  at 6am... and I was dropped at my sister's. We checked the fluids and added oil ... After that I went to drop-off Danny and I was on my way.  I got to the place at 10:10am... and I waited and waited... The rest of the girls got there in the limo at 10:45.... I didn't know... oh well... but I just waited... and we were taken to get ready. 
Tony dropped off my tickets for Universal  yay! That meant my Sunday was set! 
Went upstairs and it was time.... a day full of surprises and busy-ness... lol.... Make-up, hair, dress, shoes... and a whole lot more... it's like if we were stars and going to be on TV  It was an amazing day... so much and every minute so busy... They actually gave me the small dress... and I didn't know until after the party but it fit... YAY!!!! lol... 

Anyways, The wedding was a total dream come true and so many special people there to celebrate it with Amber. She is truly blessed. It was amazing... and all the girls looked so beautiful and all the guys were all so handsome! Cheoooowww!!!!  So many pictures... lol... it was amazing and I can't wait to see them... We were all introduced as the bridal party and Chris and Amber had their first dance as Husband and Wife and the bridal party joined soon after to set the mood. I had so much fun... Dance the night away... I tried to though except I was tripping on the dress. The ceremony was very beautiful also. It was so cute and sweet....

Dancing, Dancing... oh and did I mention... that the one person who had been avoiding and stating they weren't going to try and get the bouquet got it... Yeah, that's me! I caught the bouquet... now everybody is trying to marry me off... lol... I told them way before and that's why I didn't go for the bouquet at the  last wedding... I had a feeling I would have caught it then too...  so I didn't go for it, I stayed in my seat. this time I was a bridesmaid and single so I couldn't just sit there, I had to participate... lol... and that's not the funniest thing... well it was... everybody was surprised I caught it, Miss Negativity... "No, I am not getting married, or I don't plan on it anytime soon" ... All I remember is seeing it coming my way and I close my eyes... so many girls and they all went for it bc it was torn ... lol but that's not the best part... when I knew I had it... I was laying straight on my back... yeah on the floor ...lol... But thankfully they got me up quick bc I didn't even feel I was down for so long... it was so surreal... all I was able to do was laugh at the irony that I caught it (1) and that I was on the floor when I realize I had it (2) ...lol  After that we all danced the night away... When the party ended... I took off my dress and shoes so quickly... people hardly noticed... it was so fast... I was tried and put on my body suit and tennis shoes... feet were aching... When I left I didn't know where I was going... I drove... and drove without a destination... And was hoping I would see a place on the freeway... no... 
And kept driving... I ended up in San Gabriel... I hadn't driven in that city before in the night... I sort of remembered but when we were young I only walked it... I looked on my phone for places... and found 2... one said they didn't take people at night and to come in the morning so I told the guy I needed a place to sleep not tomorrow and hung up... I was tired and sleepy... so I called the other place and well went there. Asked for check out time... 11am... woke up at 9:40... I slept very good... I took a shower and got ready... texted my friend in El Monte.... So I decided to go visit her first. We did a lot of talking and she there she was talking about me getting married... silly girl! I left her place at like 4 when she was leaving for a wedding and her sis left for Universal Horror Nights. I then tried getting in touch with my friend in San Gabriel... Hasn't seen her in like 2 1/2 years at least... no answer . I really hate it when people don't answer their phones or respond to texts ... its a pet peeves... it pisses me off more than anything in the world. Anyways... So I decide to show up at her place... and to my surprise she wasn't there... grrr... So I had a small chat with her mom... She told me where I would be able to  find her... and Ha! I surprised her and found her ... but her bf doesn't trust me or something... idk why... He kept saying something about some pictures or some video... he was really acting weird. I think he thought I was a lesbian or something and she and I had a fling... idk... but it was weird...lol... I just disregarded what he was saying... strange. But, it took him a while to recognize me... So I took her to buy milk and I went to go buy some cigs and we smoked together and had a much needed convo. It sure felt good to let go of everything. She is one of the only persons I can vent... whine... and say whatever and she'll let me say it in what ever way and never be offended... We needed  to talk ... it had been too long... So I call my aunt bc I didn't want to go into her bf's mother's place... lady is weird. And thankfully my aunt answered or I was going to stay at her mom's house... so I went to spend the night at my  aunt's house. She had a place for me to stay, a change of clothes....I slept good! So I woke up and showered... and was ready for mass... They all got ready bc they were going (surprisingly) to my house in Apple Valley... I was going to go to 9:30 mass in San Gabriel Mission but she made oat meal and I couldn't say no... so I went to the next mass... English mass at 11:30.... I was suppose to meet my friend Anna and possibly cousin Vicky at Rick's but Friend woke up sick and cousin was baby-sitting...oh well plans change. So, I call up Dulce bc I was going to go meet her at 4 and she was going to be at her mother's place. She was home so she treated me to home made menudo. Later she got her kids ready and took her kids to her bf's place... he wasn't happy she was leaving with me but oh well. I told her I wasn't going by myself. And made her go pretty much! 

I went to Rick's afterall and I buy some food bc I wanted to take it to my dad... ordered paid. And then I saw my uncle there... I went to say hello and sat and talked for a lil while with him. It was nice. He asked what if I had ordered. I told him yea... that I wanted to take something for my dad... he knew how much he loves the combo burritos...  And he's like well that's for your dad how about yourself... so he gave us food    Some of the best food. I have to say if you've never tried it... you'll love it... it's Called -Rick's and it's on Main St. in Alhambra, California. Try the Combo burrito... omg it's so much... maybe for 2 ....

So after we eat we go to Universal Studios and it starts raining as we're waiting to go in. Saw Noe and his gf in line too... It was so much fun... got on all the rides... did the Chucky tram which was cool, and saw the freddy maze... I had been like whatever... Nothing was scaring me... I walking on my high. Monsters would come to me... it was like what ev--- And it was the same with the Freddy maze... well firstly we were standing in front of this asian group... not being racist... but they were annoying... pushing me the whole time,being loud... so annoying... screaming in our ears... I was almost willing to get kicked out of the park just to make them shut-up. But I refrained my self.  We went in and it was like whatever ... I saw where they were coming from... and expected almost all of them... until one... there was a girl in the wall just leaning with  a plastic bag over her head... she literally looked like a dead manikin ... and I was sure it was... I told Dulce it would be a trip if she were real and moved... so I kept walking and she was standing next to me... I freaked out... you don't know how much... I almost had a heart attack at how much she freaked me out... then she disappeared and I turn back and she was on my left side. All I would see was dark hair and nothing else. At that point I was so scared... I closed my eyes... I couldn't open them... I was scared and I didn't know what to do... I felt like a helpless little girl. (The way her presence felt, was like one night where I work up at the last house we lived in Southridge... it was like 1-3am and I woke up with a sudden fear. It was like it something had talked to me to awaken me and it was pitch dark. I was facing my son towards the wall...  I couldn't even turn to see my door bc my back was to it...  Something was there... I was crying in fear and just started praying until my nerves calmed down and I fell asleep... Almost similar to the first Paranormal Activity, and you bet your ass there was Paranormal Activity in that house and everybody in my house witnessed it, that's how she felt) I had to move on and I had to get out of there... I couldn't take it... My heart was racing... everything in there scared me... it was like a bad nightmare.... 

But, the park was awesome 

Had so much fun... except for the fall at 3:30am... thankfully it didn't rip through my pants but my knee felt it pretty good. when I was in the car it started gushing a lil of blood... I pray it goes away soon, or heals soon... Anyways, I was just a lil upset that the people there just watched and didn't manage to help whatever... I guess the good thing was that they good stuff to block so that nobody else would fall it's was a very dangerous and slippery spot... 

So I dropped her off like at 4am... and I drove to Fontana... I think I got there at like 4:45 or something... I don't remember but I know it was a mission bc I was falling asleep really bad... I know I realize I had dozed off like at least 5 times... it was tough... I got to Fontana and parked in front of my sis's place... I put the seat back and fell asleep in the car. I woke up like at 7am... And went to go pick up Danny. Then went back to my sister's place at 8:30 and knocked on her door. Called my dad to pick us up and fell asleep. My sis wakes me up at 10 and says she needs to go to work... I was so out of it... I didn't know what was going on.. so I call my dad again  and he was almost there. Danny was watching Tv... Dad drove my white lil car... had to stuff it with all my stuff... it was so much stuff... and he had errands for my mom which I ended up doing... and paid my phone bill bc it had been disconnected... ugh! I hate when that happens.... We didn't get home until like 1pm... I got home ate something and knocked out from 2-6pm, such a great nap. 

I got tired of writing... I know I left out things here and there but I got tired of writing...
So for now... there you go! My fun filled week....