God give them strength

It's weird how I am being a hypocrite because I don't feel like writing but right now I feel so alone. I hope this all goes away... I hate feeling so down and I know it's my fault for thinking too much. Well Time to go to church. Yesterday was a very long day and sad day... 2 families suffering ... a friend who has passed away and leaving a small child in this world. I am sure she is more sad thinking of her son but God will guide her up in Heaven and give the strength for the family on earth to hope and deal with her passing. 

Then more friends... who their mom is fighting for her life in the hospital and the Doctor just goes hour by hour... there is no guarantee... She ate something which caused her to have internal bleeding and they can't do much for her... she is extremely critical. 

Sometimes we don't understand what happens or why things happen to the sweetest people in the world. I guess God made them worthy of coming back home because of their kind hearts. God Bless both families going through so much pain!