interesting ending of May I have to say....

My 2nd cousin, but since we all grew up together we're closer than it sounds but our cousin she seems to have problems keeping her children while in pregnancy. Her first child was a super premie and thank God he survive. He is now 14 months old, Justin Matthew. This past May she had the misfortune to give birth to another super premie baby boy, Byron Angel-Gabriel. Unfortunately, by the time the baby was actually born his lil heart had stopped, he didn't make it.   My cousin did her job as a mother and had a proper burial for the lil baby. Even though he was so lil he was already taking the resemblance features and looked very much like his uncles. It was a  very humble ceremony and we know he is now in the heavens. The worst part and the hardest for her besides loosing this little child she could have had in her arms was she lost him on Mother's Day.  I cannot imagine the loss of a child you were expecting and waiting for to warm up your life even more but even though I don't know the pain I know I felt the heart-ache they were feeling. A baby is a life and therefore a precious life.

Which brings me to my brother.... We may have had lost a baby in the family but I guess there is a make-up on that. So we found out well most that my brother got his girlfriend pregnant. She is 2  months 1 week and now 2 days. The girl is 19 and my bro  turns 18  on the 15th of June... I guess when things happen, they happen. It will surely give him the stop to stop judging. Although  it saddens me, I was hoping he would be able to work first enjoy a little more time and then learn his life lesson but I guess this will do. He has always been a very picky person who wants it his way and always criticizes us and and me because Danny is a little wild at times. But it's obvious that he doesn't remember when he was his age. Children need freedom we all know "boys will be boys". I mean I am excited for the new baby and so that I wont be the only one with a baby but it will give him the opportunity to do all he says he will do with his kids when he has some. Especially, since he says that I don't beat, or punish mine. I don't think that a child learns well that way and I think he will learn that soon enough. A child changes our life so much.