Tuesday, June 22, 2010

happy

I have to say I am happy again! I let it be... cleared my mind and well honestly it worked because contacted me today and we talked and skyped...it's nice... The other days were a bit weird... but I don't know since we've been talking he always says "hey, mama" and so I got use to it and it was weird when he didn't use them the other day but idk. Anyways, today was nice... it's funny because he calls me babe now too ... not use to all those pet names or baby... but what ever... That's what you get when you talk to a guy who was a jock or popular in HS... yeah go figures right... the nerdy band girl eventually dates a jock... hilarious... by the way not dating or relationship status but I enjoy talking to him a lot. He does make me smile and I don't quite know why. I still need too wait... though... I've seen how everything always ends... or happens. I told him to go to sleep bc he worked at 4am. So he told me to bbm him when I woke up to remind him to watch the game. Now my biggest or only concern of the matter is why he went through a divorce... like what happened in that relationship. I don't know how to ask him... I mean I wanna know  if it had something to do with him or idk... but it's something that's been on my mine. I know he has full custody of his lil girl bc he took her away when the girl tried to go for what he is worth... So I know that says a lot about a person but he preferred being a single dad and taking care of his daughter after all... so idk. I guess time will tell ... but feeling happy, excited, and sleepy all at once! *sigh*  ... lol

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