Well it turns out that he does like me. I was a bit shock but I didn't think so. I don't know. We actually got to skype today and it was nice to talk to him. He is very flattering and the biggest flirt...And so I asked if he was crushing and he admitted that it's more than a crush. It's nice to be noticed  but I don't know. Why do I try and shut my self out. I know that I eventually have to give people a chance to try and come in. If I don't then how will I ever experience happiness, right. Maybe when he sees me again... he'll change his mind... People always expecting stuff and so easily. life's a bitch we we still gotta hang...