Bros

I really do hate to say this... but sometimes I think I have the stupidest bros  in the world...even though I know there are worst out there. 

Wouldn't want to say this either but gonna anyways... if my bros don't go to war and die honorably there... they're probably going to be shot at in good ol' fontana. I don't know but out of both options sadly I prefer them dying doing a service for the country instead of some people shooting at them because they're too proud... they aren't even in a fucking gang and already having enemies... I know it's not them the ones with the enemies but if you have a friend with enemies that means you're an enemy... fucking bull shit but makes sense. Well good and bad for them is that the enemy of the enemy is actually a friend which helps but I am sure it wont help if one or both or the three of them whom we care about is done with....

I can't believe the lil town that brought us peace for such a long time has come to this... to think thatI was happy we weren't in SGV anymore... I grew up with some fear of drive-bys - some... and we lived in pure "g" territory and the rivals were always trying to roughen up the edges... 

I was hoping that the moves we had made would help some but God can protect them and put them at his mercy. He is the only one who can guide them... they're stubborn and stupid 18 year olds and there is nothing we can do... I guess when you put them to God it has gotten to the point where you know there is absolutely nothing you can do or anything you say will be words lost into thin air...