Tuesday, May 18, 2010

well it has now been a few weeks where I couldn't sleep. Mainly anxiety or whatnot. But Any little thing would wake me up almost as if I was expecting something of a sort. Who knows?! So yesterday wasn't much of a busy day. I just drove to Fontana to teach my clarinet students and it was a good day  so  then after  I stopped at my mom's friend's house to dropped something my mom sent her. It was a regular day but the night before I just had a feeling of an epiphany status and felt peaceful and at ease. Slept like a baby. So back to yesterday. I  got home right before 6 and  it was nice to be home early. My brothers were eating and so i ate dinner right after they finished with my mom and dad. I can't remember much but I think I washed  the dishes and decided to go to my room. Sometimes or most of the time when I go to my room I will get on my computer or play with my phone but honestly I didn't feel like it yesterday. I told my self a good nap would be ok, it was only 7:30... but I fell asleep and then there were moments were I would briefly wake-up but as soon as I would realize what was going I would peacefully fall asleep. I did feel when Danny came to sleep with me a few hours later and heard my mom's voice of surprise. I knew that if I woke up that would be the perfect time to wake up but I just didn't have the energy to get up... it felt so nice to just lay there and mainly rest my eyes... :)

Loved the resting my eyes. I could have woken up at 4am and started a nice day but I knew it was too early. So I still waited for my alarm and got up at 6:25a.  Yay! for sleep!

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