Ok, so I will tell you I don't trust very many guys...
Well start from here to go backwards... Well now there is this person who found me in my space. He went to high school with us for a while until the District kicked him out because his parents moved too far and well he was using my home address but they found out he didn't live at my home. Now, he is having some type of problems I guess home problems or something. Fine, I understand there is a lot of stress out there, I also know he has a 2 years little boy and I don't know if more. I know he has a girlfriend... but I don't know if she is his fiancee or wife.  That is a problem besides me not liking him back. Now his page is private and I tried adding him once as a friend... because he is an old friend or whatever and he denied my request and found it weird... Now yesterday he started sending me messages again and stuff and was like "do you think we can hang out?" and I asked,"What do you mean hang out?"... He said there were too many problems at home and needed to get out and well I said no... I am not going to put my self in an uncomfortable situation. I hate those... I am not going to have some bitch calling me telling shit for no reason... I am not going to do it... Back in high school he is too have a big crush on me and well I guess some body beat them to the punch but anyways back then he tried... tried to kiss him... I guess I can't blame him for trying but I was better than him in every aspect. He was an exceptional clarinestis for his young age but no thank you. I  guess he once admitted to liking me back then... oh like trying to kiss me didn't give it away or being annoying... But still he works has kids, only has a high school education... I don't know I am sure he is a nice guy but never been my type and I do not intend on having roads meet up...

We go to the next one... This guys tall... gray eyes... high school football player... played his game and we got together and what I found out next? He was married and was having issues at home. Yeah issues... I never spoke to him again... yeah when you have problems you run away huh? No, I don't think so....

The next person we dated once before but never became bf/gf... Well it was his b-day in october and he invited me and I met his baby's momma which they're engaged and living together. I don't know if they are married now or not well a little after the dinner and I sure it was a bit uncomfortable as I was the girl he dated prior to getting with his lady. I started getting some text messages saying stuff like you can call me tomorrow and any time you want and stuff like that. We had arranged that I was going to call him like at 2 about the time that he got out of work... That night I had a dream about getting calls from his baby's momma and the next day I didn't call him but I texted him... I think he texted me a couple more times and that was it...

What makes guys think that I like coming second to their plans... Obviously there is another person who did this also but it's too much... Come on, it's not like I really put my self out there like that. I mean come on I don't even talk to people. When do they get ideas that it is ok to try and talk to me that way and that they will get away with it... Oh yeah, I know that my intentionas are not sex for I don' even want that anymore. But, I don't know what they think. It makes everything so hard... look at the types of guys that approach me I need to find somebody when I join a Master's program.... It's so stupid but I  need to look out before anything else fucks up my life and then i really wouldn't know what to do...