I am outwardly going to say I am sorry... Yes I know that you were proud of your husband for wanting to see my baby. After a night of thinking I see your reason and where I lacked to understand at the moment. I guess now that I think about it...I'm happy he wanted to see him... Danny needs to know he does have a father around somewhere or at least a biological dad...Let me tell you why I was mad... and I know when I told you, you were upset, "At least he tried" ...you were probably thinking...anyways... I had a feeling he got an urge to want to see him because Danny was with his Grandmother yesterday and he figured that if she sat him then I would take him... And he wouldn't ask me if he can see his son because he knew I was going to say "no" which I almost did anyways. But, I said yes to Mabel because I know she can handle the baby. Well I know you probably might be able to but he doesn't know you and he is barely getting to know his grandma... For some reason he is also very un-trusting of men hence why I want him to get to know Arturo is his dad because he'll deny it until he's told in his face of Art himself tells him. On Thursday evening Art Sr. was telling Danny who his daddy was and Danny just kept saying no and I told him and he would say no... (stubbornly) so you see my dilema... also I know you don't understand as much because even when you guys were broken... he still went to see Ray even though it was mostly to see you... so he has always has a connection there but since he refuses to speak to me he closes himself a little to Danny... Danny trusts who I trust by how we communicate... Art and I have had a good communication before but oh well it's his doing not mine. I am not the one that wants to cause Drama and have you be the in between person... We're all going to be separated soon and that will be that... a few extra miles... I know you care for Danny and it must be really hard being the middle person... but I really don't want you to be as much as you like it or Art Burdens you....But, everything will get fixed... Don't worry...Some guys don't like to deal with crap and they find someone who loves them for everything and put it all on them.... but since your married...marriage unites a couple's problems which I hope the best...

Let me also put another prospective on hate and living together whilel going through a Divorce... There is only one person who can for sure feel hate or discomfort...his wife or soon to be wife... It's sad but there is nothing that can be changed when 2 people are going through what life challenges brings. A Divorce is hard enough when a person doesn't have to see them every day or go to court...worse when they're going to loose everything and be left with nothing... and even worse when one can't find a job because it's hard and the other has a part time job barely making it... Now that pressure an intensity is then projected by the kids in the household who in turn suffer. Sometimes it is hard to believe who is telling the truth but they both are and they are both trying their best in the situation they are being given by God...

Man times are so difficult for all and sometimes the one person who can solce many of them is out hiding from them also. But be strong and you'll make it... a person that buries themselves in problems can only help themself so much... Don't let the pressure get on you because all that stress is going onto an unborn child... Best of luck...