So today in the evening we prayed a rosary and sadly there was a lot of tension but it's because nobody tries and others just critique.. It just makes me so sad because although we should be more united we are more separated. And the truth is that I guess I am not that far a part from it all because no I find my self hiding in my computer than actually doing what I should be doing. It's so frustrating. I know we have so much to do and I guess I just become a little over whelmed because it's obvious I've done the most work. I ask for help but nobody is there reaching out and saying, "i'll help you." And it's not because I don't ask because i do. We need to empty out everything from the top of the garage but I can't do it by my self. I have started but it's not easy going up and coming down with heavy boxes. Where is all the family unity we are suppose to have during hard times? Ay...what to do?