So it is very weird. Everyday I am having more and more dreams of Art. They are so many I can't even keep track of them. I just wake up and I just remember a tad bit but not even enough to write about them. How odd. Also in the last few days I have been drooling an awful lot and I do not understand why. It's just been a weird week. But also it made me a little sad to know that he call ana but makes sense and it doesn't matter. I know he loves her but I guess somewhere down deep I just wished he would think of me more even though I don't want him. I just like talking to him. I have been thinking of him more but I miss him less. I care about his well being but I know he is ok. I am just ok he is ok and far away. I don't know why. I just feel at peace. Can it be because I see him every night in my dreams? Maybe. Or that the dreams are just communicating to him? I don't know, well yeah. I know this is a scatter plot.  so yeah!