I wish you all love

<I wish you love>
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love.
by Rachael Yamagata.... movie PRIME
Well here it is again... Valentine's day! Although I do not hope the same joy that many others whole I can say that I wish them all happiness. I cannot say that I am happy all the time but it's true that I am only happy for everyone. I know what I have and what I don't have it's only a cause of me. I see many people running happy and holding hands and at points I just stand there and think that I want the same thing and I just hope for someone but then I realize that in reality I am not willing to do the work to find that one special, it's not worth not for me right now. I don't know of anybody understands but I know everybody has their problems and issues. I mean I have seen the most perfect family and couple break in my eyes of disillusion. I can happen to all and that makes me realize just so many things about life. I am not afraid to love but I am not easily convince that they are worthy of my time. See I have learn to realize that my time is very valuable and it shouldn't just be handed to anybody. Sure, there is always one person that regardless I would but just the same I think and I fall back into my routine of living life. With finally being official in the Fontana School District on Thursday Feb. 21, I am happy because I will finally get paid but all that I endured to get to that point... :( I am just busy enough to spend time at home with Danny and my family. And that is just it, you can say I am just a tamed kitten who wants to stay home and relax with everyone. I love going to movies and spending time with friends but I prefer not spending the money on that and just cook for everyone. Love cooking, a small hobby I love to do for others. I don't know if I cook well but people eat it so I am happy... well... yeah! I'll probably to be too tired after work tomorrow to think it's the day dedicated to L-O-V-E...