Month

Ok... so probably only you and I can read this because it will be protected and you're my only friend in the protected section... lol so you can choose not to read... it's about period...idk

Maybe I am just worrying too much or making a deal out of nothing because there is no way anything. I think the birth I started using has really fucked with me... I started using the path but I never remember it affecting me like it has this time. Granted last time I used it I was probably in high school and early college but still. Well I mean my cycle did come 5 days earlier(which was 2 weeks) after having sex with Tony and had just had it the week before we did anything. And it was a day shorter than usual. The weird part was that it was a little heavy the first 2 days and the next 2 days minimized to almost nothing.I never have these type of changes but it was during this time that I started using the birth control. So 8 days after that I was spotting for a day (which was the 20th) and then 10 days after which was Oct 30... spotting, halloween spotting...and these first three days of November have all been spotting... I took off my patch sunday bc this is my week of... but that is a lot of spotting.... I thought that today maybe my regular period was going to start bc it seemed a lil heavier but no those were just spots...I had gone right before this period or this spotting for a prego test at the 99 cents store... I know I am cheap but they told me when I was with Danny and it came out negative... so I was happy but even back then I didn't trust them bc they came from the 99 cents stores... 
But I know this spotting isn't my period because I haven't let go of any lining... it's just blood... I know I am suppose to regularly have my period next week on the 8-12 of the month but then why has it been like 5 days of spotting and no lining yet...  
 
It's been 6 weeks since we had some kind of intimacy... And I am not really worried... I mean I am not... but I wasn't on BC yet and it was a little unexpected... and we weren't protected...  He said he didn't get there so ideally I should be find. He said he had a lot of control... but he was able to just keep going and going... it was amazing... I had never orgasm-ed so much... He said it felt like jet fuel bc he was able to keep going... that was fun... but he reassured me he didn't get there at all... 

Anyways forgetting about that... lol 

So that is still my dilemma...  I guess now I have to wait and see if I do get my regular period... but that is a lot of spotting for a whole month

Well the worst part was today though... I do feel a little bloated... but mainly weak, very shaky... and I had the worst nausea. Everything smelled nasty. And I tried to eat something that I had been wanting for a while and it just didn't taste like anything... so disappointing... 

Just hope it's my cold I have... that's it!