Friday, November 5, 2010

dream beginning of week

It felt like I was in smith park (in a park I grew up in, in San Gabriel City, down the street from the San Gabriel Mission) and we were Just enjoying our time. It was daylight... There was a lot of family surprisingly... So then I see tony in a wheel chair being pushed by his friend Gabe but he wasn't hurt they were just playing... Tony had his hands up and legs were up almost like if he was going weeeee.... I was so confused he was there but I didn't approach... I saw Tia Librada yelling at her kids but for some reason they were small BC everything else felt real time ...the one thing I don't remember up to this next point is if I was alone for the beginning or just watching...
Well I walk to the edge of the park where the handball walls are and I'm putting on my black button up shirt loosely over my other shirt when there she was Laura my cousin... She gave me such a big hug...and I almost cried bc I was so happy to see her. And she said she knew it would surprise me.... So we talked and I told her that he was there... There were a big group of guys there in thebasketball court just hanging out and sitting towards the back. Tony was right in the middle of all of them... At points he would disappear within the crowd of friends. It felt like they were protecting him or something... or they were a force field but I recognized many of his friends he has pics with... Don't know names but i'll look them up later. Then all of a sudden everything went black.... I turn back (my back was to the guys) and everybody was there I think it was pitch black.... And a huge white semi truck passes at my right and then another on my left.(it's like at the point where those trucks pass... it's like flashing lights... it happens so fast and I felt trapped ) So confusing. I turn back and all The guys are gone (I turned back to see if he was there bc at that point of fear I wanted a comfort face and no one was there). Laura is gone too and now people trying  to on their camera lights to see... Then I see Dulce as a lil girl with a lil boy (like if it was her lil brother but she doesn't have a little brother) playing water with some blue tight jeans and a lil T-shirt and The lil boy wearing shorts.... All I remember doing next is sitting in one of The park tables And a tennis ball just came rolling and I stopped it with my foot...

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