find your love?

Look I know I sound needy sometimes.... still one could never be broken hearted as much twice and I am not... I have learned how to let go of many things and separate others which is really awesome but still can't help to think of him. We all know when things aren't meant to be and we all move on... But what if when you do and they were perfect and now they're ready but circumstances don't allow you too? Yea, I am sure that happens also. I am not a perfect who easily likes people... or adores... In my life time I have only like 4 guys that I liked... 1 the end of elementary and beginning middle school, 1 in high school who we didn't talk for a couple years bc of stuff gone wrong but still friends now and 1 in college... who also didn't work out... and then him the last guy I told I liked. It's really hard for me to express such feelings and every single time it's the wrong person... Oh and it's not like a kidish crush... well maybe but I always wait a couple years or more to let them know... I am not saying I can't live without then because I obviously can... I am can't break bc I am not made of of glass but sometimes I wonder if I have hope some where... There was only one who I didn't like, was annoying as hell, would tease me, call me names, he was a total nerd... a lil band geek.... the one person I never saw as anything ... the one I didn't expect and the only one who made an impact... I guess trying for over a year sure paid off in the short run... he wasn't anything I expected... and to today he still isn't my type so he's history.... The gentle men I have liked have special qualities in males. It's so hard because you don't allow your heart to get involved and when you least know it there you are... All I know is I need to find someone's love... And I am sure he is out there... he is but I wont find him... And the sad thing... is that with this song... the person could try all they want but if the person they like doesn't feel it...you'll be doing it all for nothing...This song makes me feel like I can give it all but nobody is ready for it... Almost as if they gave them selves an opportunity to also be happy they would find something different and changed...but *sigh* someday... someday...

Find your love

[Drake]
I'm more than just an option
Hey, Hey, Hey
Refuse to be forgotten
Hey, Hey, Hey
I took a chance with my heart
Hey, Hey, Hey
And I feel it taking over

[Chorus]
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I bet if I give all my love
Then nothings gonna tear us apart
I’m more than just a number
Hey, Hey, Hey
I doubt you’ll find another
Hey, Hey, Hey
So every single summer
Hey, Hey, Hey
I be the one that you remember

[Chorus]
Drake Find Your Love lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/drake-find-your-love-lyrics.html
And I better find your lovin
I better find your heart
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I bet if I give all my love,
Then nothings gonna tear us apart
It’s more than just a mission
Hey, Hey, Hey
You hear but you don’t listen
Hey, Hey, Hey
You better pay attention
Hey, Hey, Hey
And get what you been missing

[Chorus]
Too many times I’ve been wrong
I guess being right takes too long
I’m done waiting, theres nothing left to do
But give all I have to you and
I better find your love and
I better find your heart
I better find your love and
I bet if I give all my love,
Then nothings gonna tear us apart
I bet if I give all my love,
Then nothings gonna tear us apart