Today it seems as though I woke up in the wrong side of the bed. Well sort of. I woke up later than usual specially for it being a monday. I knew we were going to go to the meeting but I was still in bed at 9am and well technically we would have to leave by 9:30. So I get ready and I am fine. I do my make-up and I don't know I told my mom yesterday to massage my head because it had been hurting and throbbing down to my neck. So we went to the meeting and well although I was a little disappointed since we were suppose to leave to Arizona, irresponsibility made impossible for the few of us loyal people to go. Either way, when I got there the first thing my boss asks is if I am okay? And I tell him yeah everything is fine. He asks if I am sick and well at hat moment I feel fine. So then he replies it must be staring at the computer screen but I told him I hadn't really been on the computer too much since saturday. Well everything was okay but I did impose some rules in the meeting and then he said something about being a little lenient and I told him if we want to be taken seriously in the rules there must be consistancly especially if we need the people to listen. Well after we left I forgot what my mom and I were talking about but it became a little tense and we tried to disreguard and well we were in other subject. And then we were at the store and well my head-ache starting again and I mentioned it to my mom and she said that it she had forgotten that she was suppose to massage it but I had left. Well I told her she had people over anyways...

Well here I am now... still with my head feelign weird and out of the ordinary. At times I want to cry... I am so emotional right now. I am so damn moody is what I am. I am snapping at everybody and I can't handle anything. I ignore some sounds because I have learned to deal with them but my head still annoys me. I was washinf dishes a little ago and you know when you get a ringing in your head well it was a dull sound, still a ringing, but it actually felt though my head was vibrating. I wanted to cry and I don't know why. I still feel it and the weird thing is that I am not usually worried about my head but the way I feel itsn't a regular way. I don't know how to explain it but it's weird and I am not happy. I am just pissed off at everything... I can't take it and including at the thing you call life... and I am just mad and I don't know why... but my F#^%*&' head hurts