These last couple of days I have been trying to see Star Wars:Episode 3- Revenge of the Sith... I love Star Wars...  I have seen the last hour and a half and although I know what happens it was the only Star Wars movie that I hadn't seen and well me as an Emo type of person... It made me tear up... I couldn't help it, it was sad... 

I am 2 people and sometimes that still kills me inside... I wish I can rip myself apart so I can be freed from it all maybe... and maybe just then will it all go away but there is no way. I am who I am for reasons of life and conformity/none conformity.  I guess there are those things we can change and those we need more will power to change. Sometime i am confused on who I am and there are other days I feel the confidence. Can it be that our make-up is part of our mask... that shadow we find behind. But then maybe that is the real person when you're a completely stranger without it. What can I do to figure who I am is really who I am? Or if I am not really myself? Is this so weird to ask... or what drives up to start thinking about this? Can certain sadness drive us to doubt ourselves? Or a change... How about simple insignificant words spoken (which were driven into your mind)..." If you would have done things right you wouldn't be where you're at you would be in a better place. If you would have taken school seriously" This has had me thinking for the last couple of days... and it was just a simple stupid text from someone so insignificant  but yet it rather hurt me in a sense. I guess since then I've been thinking about it all but there is nothing I can do about it... I don't regret my life and I think it has turned out rather great considering....  What is my purpose and why does it still matter....F***!