I have been hoping that since this opportunity is coming knocking on my door I need to take advantage. I know I am super, super, super busy doing everything i do not get get to spend all the time i love at home but I am going to have to make room to have that job. I know this one would be a for sure income that I so desperately need. I know I shouldn't have let the opportunity of getting the job in San Francisco but the fear and sadness that came over me was more than the possibility of having hope away from everyone. Because I know that if I left to San Francisco I would have left Danny behind for a while until everything was ok but I didn't dare talking to the person. And, if I would have gotten the job it would have been good. I guess it can pay off off knowing people who their daughters was good connections. I don't know but I am hoping that at least one will keep from going crazy or go crazy from overwhelming myself with work. Because until now everything I am doing is a lot of work and almost no pay but I am happy what i do...