Thursday, July 30, 2009

How old were you when you first fell in love? Who was it with? And what was it like?

I was 16. Sadly, I am going to say this... til to this day he has been my only boyfriend.... not from a lack of trying after having a kid... my mentality change. Anyways, He was this kid who played the sax, a musical genius in his own way. He was the type of person who took the time to get to know me... we talked probably every day for a few months before even considering the thought, hang out in school. He knew it all well most... I was a very paranoid person so he slowly helped me relax. I was an awkward person and he slowly brought me down from Pleasantville to a town in color.. He  gave color to my heart, my soul, and the opportunity to learn more and have aspirations. I think that without him I would have not known what a smile would feel like for many years... During the first year or so I was on his pedestal, in all honesty and never understood why.  He was a person I started liking because he liked me and worked so hard to get my attention. I never thought I would have liked him but a couple months in the realtionship I learned how hard life was not having communication with him. When he help me fall he help me fall quick... sometimes I thought it was revenge because I didn't pay attention to him for a year... so to get me back... I don't know...lol.  I know there was a lot of heart ache but there was more beautiful moments in life that I can Imagine. I would never trade all that pain I felt during those years. It was beautiful while it lasted and I attained long time frienships and families too... 

  
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